Journaling

If you could create your paradise, what would it look like?

Think about today's day, where are you investing your energy? Is it really worth it? 

Have you lost commitment to yourself? Your true Soul? How is it different from the persona you portray to the world? 

Only insecure fear wants to know the future. A soul is mindful of the present moment. 

What your "I love you really mean?". What are your expectations from these words? 

What does it mean to have a Self as a priority? What does it mean to have a Soul as a priority? Is there any conflict of interest between the two? Is it supposed to be? What inner critic decided it? 

What triggers you and causes you anxiety at this moment. Now step back. Realize that this is just a small fraction of your life. Eventually it will be irrelevant. Why give it so much power? 

Letting go isn't giving up. Its realizing that certain battles werent supposed to be fought by you. 

(From internet)

You are here to understand yourself, not to be understood. (From internet). If you look back in the past, in which situations you really didn't understand yourself? 

What I stand for is what I stand on. - From Internet 

"If it costs you your  peace, it's too expensive." Paulo Coelho

Is it true? 

Be firm and alert with people who make you feel that it is difficult to love you. Sometimes they don't deserve another chance. 

"If you want to be like a storm, be the storm, if you want to be like water, be water, if you want to be like wind be it. This is a knowledge that shamans shared." Quote from Mathias did Stefano.

What does it mean to you? 

What is right? Justice or logic? 

Everyone has their own versions of truths. Do you agree? 

Codependent relationships lead to the loss of the authentic Self. What does it mean to you? 

If you weren't scared of anyone or anything, where would you be right now? 

In your life, what doors have always been open? 

Я это я, я внутри себя. - О. Найденова. 

I am here and now, in this moment. I am within myself. I listen and observe. If you had turned into internal observer,  what do you see ?  Describe in three words.

What is a purpose of loneliness? Sometimes we're so involved with other people that we lose ourselves in them.  We lose ourselves in their energy. If you are meant to grow and evolve into something particular and people abandon you, it means their prsence may turn into predicament to your growth. Your soul guides safely separate you from them and influence of their energy. We are born to discover who we are, our own truths. If our truth quest is seriously deviated we go through challenges to awaken a sleeping part of our soul. Life quest is to select to be around your true tribe. 

Why do you go to work? No really, why?
What is the most peaceful job in the world? 

You should dance with skeletons in your closet. Learn their names. Have coffee with them. Ask them important questions like, "What keeps you here?" Learn what doors they keep finding open, and kick them out. - From internet.

When people reject us, we are getting closer to our authentic self. Its a cost for freedom. 

Who drives your life? 

Can life be perfect? Then why do we treat it as perfectionists? Can relationships be perfect? 

Когда душа научилась читать, каждый лист на дереве становится священным писанием. - Леонид Мацих мистик.

Выбор встречает нас на перекрестке перемен, но не определяет нас, а раскрывает элемент истины, тонкую грань, бога или зверя. И это в какой-то степени искусство. 

Disappointment often reveals weaknesses in our foundations.

Every weakness inspires strength. 

Trauma causes fear of unknown. As a result any new blessing is met with fear. It is scary to open an unknown door, be it a job or relationship. Poor people always ask, where is the catch and they don't advance in life. It leads eventually yo learned helplessness.  That person always needs cheerleaders in life, someone for support and be a source of security. But would you learn how to walk if someone was always holding your hands? 

No one wants to go outside on a rainy day.

What was the best disaster mistake you've ever made that turned out for the best? What lessons did you learn?

What is  a human connection? What makes you feel safe, comfortable, understood? 

Can relationships be perfect? Why do we have enemies and people unwilling to connect or  collaborate? 

Enemies help us to uncover hidden parts of ouselves, things we are unwilling to face, things that expand us. They help us to  see  who we truly are. The deepest essence of our fear. (Inspired  from Next Level Soul)

When did you stop learning? That is where your soul went astray. 

The day you plant your seed is not the day you eat your fruit. - From internet.

Replace choices of convenience with choices of consequences. The exchange changes everything. - M. Gillette  

How often do you play a game of convenience? 

Accept people as they are, but place them where they belong. You are the  CEO of your life, hire, fire and promote accordingly. - From internet. Right now, at this moment who would you hire, fire or promote?

If you want to start flying, release everything that weights you down. 

Think of moments when you had a crisis. What false beliefs and complexes you developped after? 

Now think of moments when you had control over these situations. What would you do differently? 

How your weaknesses have been exploited? 

If you chase, you abandon yourself, if you run away, you're escaping from yourself. (From internet) 

What part of yourself you abandon and run away from? What you do not value in yourself? What you do not want to see in yourself? What's lurking beneath that you cannot accept? 

I would add, if the world is unfair to you, where have you been unfair to your own soul? 

If you feel like an elephant in a porcelain shop, ask yourself, what would an elephant do? Sometimes nature is more rational and logical. Elephant cannot be ashamed that he is too big for the environment. Elephants live in a jungle not in a porcelain shop but jungle is scary, isn't it?

It's a rare privilege to discover and to know who you really are, but do you have the courage to accept it? And if you do, what happens then?